What should I do? I'm confused on a huge decission? fam vs Education!! HELP!!!?

You want to go to college so the last thing you want to do is not graduate high school. If you pay for internet for a while, but are not able to continue paying it. You could take a chance of failing classes, therefore not get the credits you need to graduate. In my opinion, you should finish high school here in the U.S. to insure that you are able to graduate next year. Maybe take a year break in between high school and college. Stay with your family then. Best of luck and keep your head up. Also, talk to your parents about it, they can be a big help in your decision. They deserve more credit then we give them.